alone

I’m sitting here alone.
Trying not to think of what could have been,
What would have been.
I’m lonely, and cold
I feel left out to wilt
Like a rose with no more scent.
I try to think of you, to make sense of it all
But the loneliness overwhelms
I cannot see the truth
I feel only hurt
The old lies crawl back to me
Reminding me of pain past
Reminding me of why I’m better off alone
But I don’t like alone
I need a friend
To hold me, to warm me, to be mine.

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